Entry Seventy-Five

[dreamermoa]

....

You didn't - do it on purpose. I - I know that. You're...going to come back for me.....after everything...

[her voice cracks.]

It's okay. I'm not - angry. I'll be okay.

[she's trying not to cry, not until she gets the communicator out of her hands at least...]

H-Hawkeye, can I...come stay with you? F-for a little bit. Just....

[mission fail. The tears are falling.]

Feel kind of lonely.

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[the-blueblur.livejournal.com]

I know, Mona... I know. But... Those of us left have to stick together. We'll get through this...

[betterassister.livejournal.com]

See you soon. Sargent Nani's Lonely Hearts Club night is go.

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[yankeedoodledr.livejournal.com]

[Hawkeye doesn't mind at all. Hell, he barely notices. An impromptu shirt wash is not all that important when there's so much more on his mind.

Like what to tell Moa. He's had conversations like this plenty of times before and it's always just as difficult to find the right words.]

...do what you can. Move on, take one day at a time. It'll be painful at first, but before you know it it'll get a little easier.

I wish I could tell you how to fix it, but-

[He pauses - Sidney said the same thing to him and even though it worked it didn't ease the pain. But here... a little hope (however false) can never hurt]

Just be the best 'you' you can be for when he comes back.

[d-dreiberg.livejournal.com]

Moa? What's wrong?

[Voice]

[tenkai-soul.livejournal.com]

Moa...

[sunnyd-licious.livejournal.com]

[Why are you mean to meeee?]

Because I like to consider myself a decent human being. Which entails showing concern for other people...

[dreamermoa.livejournal.com]

.....

Hi.

[snuffle.]

auugh all his icons are so adorable

[dreamermoa.livejournal.com]

[she's trying to stop a few more tears.]

My boyf-friend is gone.

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[dreamermoa.livejournal.com]

Thank you. That's really nice.

[dreamermoa.livejournal.com]

That's hard. It's just so hard.

[dreamermoa.livejournal.com]

[snuff.]

Did you know that you look like me?

[she wipes at her eyes.]

It doesn't even matter anymore. it's all just stupid.

nani is the best ever ;~;

[dreamermoa.livejournal.com]

Thanks.

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[dreamermoa.livejournal.com]

It's hard...

[she quiets a little, to listen to him. "Be the best 'you'"...

Actually, that really helps, Hawkeye. +100 points for awesome uncle-ing. Moa brushes at her eyes a little, shuffles in his embrace, leans.]

...okay.

[the pain isn't gone, no; but perhaps the healing can begin. The day can move on and tomorrow will come again.]

[Voice]

[tenkai-soul.livejournal.com]

There are times when even a Queen has to cry...

[d-dreiberg.livejournal.com]

Honey... I'm sorry.

Is there anything I can do?

[the-blueblur.livejournal.com]

I know, Moa, I know.

[sunnyd-licious.livejournal.com]

Wait...what?

[Confused Juno is confused]

[dreamermoa.livejournal.com]

[sniffle again, but maybe there's a little bit of sad amusement in it. After a long while;]


'll be okay.

[dreamermoa.livejournal.com]

[Moa sniffles again. There's some shuffling about before she turns on the video function.]

[dreamermoa.livejournal.com]

[orz sad icons.]

[dreamermoa.livejournal.com]

Not unless you can bring him back...

[Voice]

[tenkai-soul.livejournal.com]

Is that a promise?

[d-dreiberg.livejournal.com]

I wish I could.

[sunnyd-licious.livejournal.com]

....

[And now, speechless Juno is speechless. Give it a bit before...]

Well, that explains a couple of things. Like why you flipped your shit before.

[dreamermoa.livejournal.com]

....

[she takes a few deep breaths, and makes a sort of noncommittal possibly-affirmative noise.]